where did the truths go?

again and again

2010-07-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

oh. it has been a long time since i blogged. damn shagged by life man. it's a wonder i can pull it through. till now, i still wonder how did i made it this far. i suppose it was the various support i had gotten from my besties and sisters. [=

however, most of the time. i had to depend on myself. hai. things are getting tougher as time passes. i don't know how much longer can i withstand all these crap. maybe i could reminisce the happy times. it helps a bit, however, as soon as i got happy while thinking of them, the feeling was gone. as fast as it came. then i realised; happiness are shortlived.

happy;oh. my taiwanese buddy is awesome ^^. even though the moments we spent tgt are short. but they were still happy.!!! her name is 欧佩华. her nickname is PAuL.oh. she loves jay chou , justin bieber and spongebob. she loves black and blue! and she is prettie^^. oh she is one year younger than me but she is taller ]= her best friend is called萧人慈. sounds familiar??? >< oh. she gave me two of her大头帖. it is really大头贴. at first i tot ius neoprint. but it turned out to be a self potrait photo with ur big face!!! HAHAH. but oh wells. its prettie. so who cares. keke. she gave me a big blue flower and a card!!! prettie!!!!! i gave her stuffs too!!! YAY. hope to keep in touch!

oh it's getting late. and my translation proj just wont upload itsle. im really pissed with hotmail!!!
but what can i do. ]=
oh shall blog soon. going on a spree nowadays! DAMN.

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说不出许多忧
忘不了许多愁

its so hard;just so hard.

2010-01-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

its hectic sch life! two week is gone and its getting tougher and tougher. aye. long time no on comp le. thats why nvr post X: she's very tired laaaa~ nobody visit her blog anyways... aye.
got one day i rmb super siao. actually that day is no pt lo. dhen we like super happy. but the worse thing came. we went first second third floor to search for physics lab 4. den aft that we waited for a while. tcher never come. den we thought maybe tacher went to class le. den we chiong all de way down to class. den few classmates who were left upstairs suddeenly waved to us and say tcher come le. den we chiong upstairs again grumbling. den aft that we realise another class came den the tcher sorted it out den somehow we cant use it and go back to class again laaaa. omg super killer. grumble grumble.

dhen..... uh. learning symposium aka l.s. was quite ohk laaa. i little boring. hahahah. spent a fun time there though. super funny. and i was quite happy for some reasons X: hahah. hmmm. dhen after that dear old jie come my house wor..... we like having picnic siah. truckloads fatty things to eat! ahh my weight! den chatted and stuffs enjoyhable and relaxing time ba. funny moments too. ^^ den i wanna cook maggie mee for her. hahahah. super funny siah. OMTIAN guess what we added! super funny. laugh until i stomachache. vinegar! its nice ohk! dun give disgusted look laaaa~

& IT'S ABOUT CRYING.
crying doesnt mean you're weak. its a way to relieve whats bottle up within you. its a way to relieve stress and cry your pain out. after crying doesnt mean you will feel ohk though. for some unknown reasons you will still feel sad.

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looking back and thinking about how sweet memories are;

it was when we realise how cruel reality is.

you wouldn't know what is pain

until you had hit the big fat wall of reality.

aye, time flies. we'll be parting soon.

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ups and downs'

2010-01-09T19:13:00.002+08:00

haish.... i dunnno why, i'm getting ups and downs nowadays. super happy and super sad until i can cry. idk. jus think of stuffs. i really hope life could get better. maybe it was me who is the problem. the way i look at things and the way that i live my life.

i really hope people will care more for me leyyy. lol.. instead of the other way round. i hope people will seriously take initiative, instead of the other way round. i'm tired. really tired.

i'm reading a book that jie bought me from china. its a super cool and touching book. super super. even me who hardly cry while readin veh much wanted to. it is realy OMG!

yeah. next week yr 5 and 6 sch reopen. harhar. like that then fair to us ma. LOL. yeah. imma really weird nowadays idk why. really really weird. my mood, the stuffs i said, the various ways i bahaved and stuffs i think, the way i think and see things. sometimes good mostly bad. lol. idk how to say. aye. i bet busy days is round the corner! 3BingBongBiang gonna jiayous. and other year 3s too LOL.

idk what to say le... bye!

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seriously, the past are bothersome.

people are bothersome.

my thoughts are bothersome.

the ways people treats me are bothersome.

it is bothering me; my mood too much.

it hurts, it pained, its suicidal.

hope it will stop someday

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last day of first week of sch!

2010-01-08T15:10:00.003+08:00

ahhhh. alot of hw. !!!! alot alot. got math. clit bicult.phy. chinese and eng! ahhhh. math is gonna take me liken super long! ahhhh die. chinese and eng ohk. clit also alot. and bicult. aye. sian sian sian. but i ohk.

i think i made a few frens. LOL. but most is old fren. . LOL. sit with dear and dear. hahahha. our teacher was ohk. llalalla funnny ppl. but idk they teach gd anot. our class got alot ppl!!!!!!! 40 plus! more transfer in i think. its squeezy leh..... aye. i shrunk! lighter and shorter. idk what to blog.

i veh emo nowadays. aye. super down. but thanks to some ppl hahahah cheer me up! (: but sometimes no use.... aye. veh sad. i need love love love. any kind. fren also can hahahah. i veh sian.

that ah ning. dun let me bathe. dun let me do this and that. stupid-.- i cant do anyth! i need to go do my stuff. she keep asking me to talk to her. she want me to kill her time. so mean! always li yong me!!!!! huh! maybe i owe her in my last life. but now i need to bathe and do hw. she dun let me! ahhhh!!!!! veh sian.
that ah ning!!! ahhh! QI SI WO LE. dun let me got bathe. ahhhh. keep asking me to talk to her.
ok done. we talked for an hour! omg. can u believe it. lol. she better pay me back and treat me nicely.

aye. emomo. imma kinda wondering things nowadays. cause i saw alot of it. and and emotions within me just mixed. idk. bits of these and thats. i just dun understand these ppl. do i really know them? they dun listen. they spiked ppl. do anyth without thinking abt everything that could possibly happened after that. i admit imma like that to. but at least i think. they dont. they do things impulsively. aft that they tasted they medicine and regretted about it. forgetting about the fact that it was the choice they had made in the first place when other ppl around them is asking him/ her not to. in the end. they blamed everyth and everyone. not looking at themselves, people are always liike that i guess. they dun admit whats wrong with themselves however, keep finding faults with other people. when will they learn? idk. really really. this is really hard. really. maybe i should not have tried in the first place cause im left dissapointed now. alot alot. my heart just fell to bottom bottom. aye. imma gonna improve myself for now and not giving a damn abt other ppl le. i shud just live my screwed up life and stop poking my nose everywhere. maybe i shud just devote myself in sch works and sch mates. idk why imma veh happy ard them. harhharh. alth imma like issed and upset with hw and them but ohk la! yay!

yay. there is gonna be no more noisy and nosy me le. happy? no more retarded smile. relentless blabbering and nagging. it just left me tired out. i've been retarded all the while. yah. thanks. i have had my lesson learnt. thanks truckloads.

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i hope my life can change.

change for the better.

no more pain.

no more disappointment.

no more stresss. no more no more

sooner or later imma gonna breakdown.

like really. hope i can pull through it ba.

that is all i wanted. be stronger.

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lalala. headache...

2010-01-05T18:13:00.007+08:00

today was ahhhhh. emo! i got free period and alot of them. idk what to do. cause only me and a guy got the same combi. so...... ya. i just loner lo. maybe i go lib from now on and emo. slack. dunnnno what to do. hectic life has yet to start manzxc. i still got no hw. i rather have no hw than to take chem. today was ohkay. i realise after all. only rina and liu han is most friendly and truthful and treat me the best. shuying was second. wan xuan can pardon her cause she psl! hahahha ppl still say hello to me though .... vivan, xiu mei, joanne, marion. they were awesome frens!!!! those who do so!!!!!! love yah guys!!!lol. i will stil remember de. hmmm. i envy 2j gals siah. they are still ever so hot (: hahahah.. i know alot "secret" today. ah ning... ahem ahem super funny. laugh until i...... faints. aye aye. lib is like my second classroom lo seriously. aye aye aye. i can build a house and emo there! LOL! sian sian sian.

i wanna change my life siah. though some parts i like it. some parts i dun. heh heh. school was quite fun sometimes. quite like our tchers. :D we are super fortunate lo! our teachers super nice. idk. abt some...... hmm....... let time show ba.

haish school is super stuffy i kept sweating buckets, now i know why le. is cause i took anti biotics and sweat cold sweats! lol. my mum told me today. that explains why i wasnt even sticky aft that. stairs were killer. i climb until woah. ohkay la. can exercise. and walking from one place to another is super super far. i till now dun even know how to walk to my class! so obvious imma lu chi nia. still need ppl to rescue me. lol! and imma lost la. omg omg. school is spinning my head ard. every cornor and every stairs looks de same. ahhhh. help! i even mistook the librarian for the principal. omg. YAH YAH I REALLY CMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh. yah yah retarded me

saw big bang badges today! woah. getting them real real soon. i guess when they display de got pics de ba. aye. yay tomo i think no chem.that means no lonely free period for me ^^ hahaha. and i beat xiaodan for amounts of free period. lol. nth to be proud and boast abt though. only more slacking and rest time X: i really hope can do better for my eng ._. imma getting worried... nvm...

pretending and pretending and pretending. it is what i'm gonna do for now. fake a smile. its an easy task for me now. i'll only be my real self in sch. so dun worry sch mates. hahaha.
dun worry queen and crystal dear..... it is not ur imma upset about. i'll reserve a place for ur in my heart de.

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what you have had done to me;

you will get it back; not to worry.

probably i won't do anything to you;

but i will remember you forever;

feel hornoured.

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new school life...

2010-01-04T22:15:00.002+08:00

haish.... it was ohkay ba. school is super stuffy and big and messy! lost my way! ._. the hall de flooring is a little bouncy bouncy type. super cool. and the grass is synthetic or whatever de. means we wont gett muddy feild! YEAH! and it is not even grass at all. its like green coloured plastics stuff? at first i thought is short short grass nia. LOL. but some beady stuffs keep getting into our shoes hahahah ppl super funny. we all remove our shoes and pour the stuffs out. but i still prefer it over muddy field! one thing to whine about is that BICULTURAL CLASS HAS NO AIRCON! previously all have de lor! HAISH! ahhhh. but its ohkay la. its in the cornor. sort of. yupyup. quite windy. yeah! sit with wei ning and woon min. but idk who should i go with ley. its like i'm neither here nor there. hope i'll blend into 2j they all? idk. but i'm still more comfortable with RINA, WAN XUAN, SHU YING and LIUHAN! AHHH I MISS THEM LIKE HELL LOT. i wonder if they feel the same way. LOL. ahhhh. and i'll be having hell lot of free period. lol. cause of my combi. but the ppl whom got same combi with me de idk ley. sian sian. hope tomorrow is gonna be a better day!

sad thing is about cca stuffs. ahhh. dun wanna talk about it le. super emo. haish. this school. idk what to say le. well. mindsports is no longer a cca in rv. thanks to RVHS. idk why they wanna kick us out. haish. i wanna scream like hell. super super emo. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. good game le.

hope i'll be happier ba. with surroundings changed. yup yup. idk though. i'm still dang sian diao. but i quite fortunate le. hahah cause i know quite alot of ppl in my class. still ohk ba trying to blend in.

actually i'm gonna watch hi sweetheart. but i think veh late le!!!!!!!!!! ahhh. i'm still super sian nowwwww........................ idk why.this life life life of mine........... idk. i'm like stuck. idk where to go what to do.

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i'm neither here not there

my mind is just.empty.

i really dont know what to do

but i guess i'll just

keep holding on.

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i don't know.

2010-01-03T14:12:00.000+08:00

its last day of hols! believed that everyone really dreaded for this day. cause after today. live's gonna change. the surrounding is gonna change. the people, the voice, the attitude.... blah blah.
i'm pretty annoyed and upset with people nowadays. maybe it is them who's changing and probably its me. i dont know. really. i hope i could find an answer to it.

i keep wondering.what happened to those days when friends are forever and when promises were real? when everything is just so perfect. but i can't say perfect. it is just fine. yup. now it is all screwed. ahhhh. really saddoh. but i can't do anything about it. it isn't up to me.
i keep trying but i think it got worse or sth. everything isn't working for me loh. like seriously.
idk what happened. but all i'm gonna say. i give up. i know there are ups and downs in life, you cant help it. but ever tried and experienced all downs? consecutively? it suck sucks sucks. i'm sick and tired of doing everything initiatively.i'm gonna pretend it's not hurting me, quit acting like i'm all right and stop faking a smile. cause it is hurting my face, my heart and myself. faking is what hypocrites do right? yeah. i'm gonna stop being one. don't worry. i'm not harming you all all these while i'm just being a hyprocrite to myself. i'm gonna stop lying to myself.

idk what to say le. mood off. maybe i should just concentrate on school mates instead of religous mates ba after all these years of tremendous effoorts put in, what did i get? at least sch mates cared. they give me comforts(some la). hope everything is better in new class. that is all i hoped. i'm pinning all my hopes on it.please please please. let my life be better. let everything end with 2009.

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after years of trying, what i get is;

a broken heart. an empty mind and withered soul

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BIG WALK!

2010-01-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

aye. i nvr go big walk as expected. actually i was struggling to go to sch. but thinking that most of my fren went big walk, i at sch wait for them a little stupid lo. but its ohkay la. i'm sick! got mc nia! hmm. and den i woke up that time also quite late le. loll. veh sian siah!

school's reopen soon. monday is the day! i'm nervous nia. scared will be lost! D: everyone says so. the new school compound is like a maze. and everyone is AMAZED! uh.... hahaha.
i'm quite relieved that i've done all my hw! yeah yeah. lalala.

now thinking back.... time flies! super fast. i still rmb the day when i was in year one! o.o lucky got jie. if not i would be super lost and scared! D: now the feeling comes again cause we are in a new class. 2L may be disintegrated but our class spirit is still a whole! i think. lol.

next year i'm year 3 le. throughout these years. looking back. i was a foolish and impulsive little gal. do things without giving much thought. haish haish. i'm actually ashamed by what i've done and blah blah.

anyways, i shall put it all behind me ;throw away stupid stuffs! whoohooo. i'm not a little gal le hor! so stop saying that i am! cause seriously i dun like it. like seriously. i might know stuffs better than you do though i'm younger, rawr.

i have decided to put you at the back of my mind. the fun and laughter we have had together. it is all in the past. it is all gone. you go your way and i'll go mine. i'll try.

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dont cry because it is over. smile because it had happened.

but will i be able to do it? am i cool enough to let it go?

it is another question now.

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sick!

2010-01-01T11:14:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh! oh wells. i'm sick nia! ahahah. super pissed! cause of this cant go out with sista!!!!!!!! ahhhh for the days nia! super emo......... TT and school's gonna reopen soon and hectic sch life starts... alll over again. whoooo~~~~ sian siah...... one good thing is i cant wake up late! ^-^ heheh. so ppl! dun jealous wor~! hmmmm. lucky ytd went kbox with jie and di and my aunty and uncle. super fun nia. lift my mood up! WHOOOO~ i can sing better with that sick voice i think! hahahah! my voice came out really different when i sing. reminds me of TOTO CHAN! lol! and we sang~ but i think it doesnt worth the money for two and a half hours and it is super ex! X.X but i like the touch screen thingy XD over all it is fun.

its big walk tomo but i cant go O: LOL! got mc nia. maybe i can just look down and see what are they doing.

so.... being sick is good or bad ley? both ba! but my biggest regret is i cant go out with sistas they all! TT makes me reallll saddddd. ahhhh. they all must be having fun now or outside and i'm gonna rot at home-.- haish. poor me. i'm gonna decompose

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another promise broken.
another time i'm forgotten.
another part of me is gone.
and so long.
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emo day!

2009-12-30T11:57:00.000+08:00

aye aye. i fall sick! of all days and at this point of time! TT. i should be going out with sistas and some random ppl to ECP to cycle today~!! oh manzxc. feeling super sian den decided to post. this blog is almost dead and i almost forget the URL! OMG.

aye. last week of hols le and what have i done? i also dont know. the most meaningful thing is probably de religous class ba..... o.o i learnt quite alot but practicing it in real life is another thing. my temper and stuffs grew really bad. haish haish. how how. i also dunnnoo.

2009-08-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

sian.... why peepo like that one. sometimes very good and nice like shit and sometimes ebil and mean until like hell. haish. is everyone like that? or what. i hope not. haish. why are you ever o mean. so mean. cant you peepo just for once think how YOU would feel if you were to be treated like that? haish. i envy WN! and her class. lol. she is so happy can. seems like everything is going on well and smooth for her. hope that it lasts forever. so sweet :) stay happy. dun land in my state. you will go crazy. peepo are mean here :| so tired. so so tired alr. how i wish i can dun care abt anything. when must you peepo build me up and tear me down? :\ do you know how it feels to be like have youe hopes smashed? maybe the greater your expectation, the greater your disappointment.
NOW WHAT. dun expect? lol. haish. idk what the hell is going on with me uh. i am tired. so tired. i wanna get out of this mixtuer of misery. and never ever drop into it ever again. it is too exhausting and too much to bear.
sometimes i just cant stand it. am i that worthless? am i born for you to laff at? born a joke? born for you to scold?
born for you to bu shuang at. for you to stare? for you to get pissed with? sorry i dun speak doesnt mean that i doesnet hurt. peepo arent who they appears to be.
this suck.
dun treat me like that i am like begging you? idk i dun care. just dun treat me anyhow you wish. dun treat me like shit when you not happy and dun be like so hyprocrite. so nice huh. yeah. i appreciate it. thanks. for goodness sake i am not your toy.

help me forget the past.
never look forward to anything;; it is just another disappointment waiting to be unveiled.

2009-08-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

GUYS are JERKS!!!! hahahaha. WEINING!!!! see i told y ou it is nothing!!! he kidding only!!! tsk tsk!!! dun ever be so stupid and cry again!!! haish!! but i think he is a good guys. all the guys i know all JERKS basically. so you are very very fortunate to have such a nice guy to love you :) ooh man. i think anot of peepo like him lo. must cherish him :) yay!! so happy for you ^^ best wishes for you!!! so sweet <33333 lalalala!! be happy always X) i will always be there for you!! X) be happy ba! X) hmmmm.... my turn to emo alr!!!!! ._. but its okiie... haish. problems problems problems. peepo will never be satisfied. when you are single, you will wanna get someone. and when you got someone, there will be many many other prob!!!! hahahahah!!!! hmmmm. i shall have my frens then!!! the best. hehehe!! but ohhh wells LOL!!!! and obsessed with drama!!!!! hahahahh. hmmm. HAPPY!!! i MUST BE HAPPY no matter what ._. BOOHOOO!!!!

i wanna lose all my memories!!! i dun care. i hope i will bang my head or sth. and forget everything that has happened to me. they are all the terrible things anyways..... haish. i wanna start a new life. new me. please please. :| den torture me with those horrible things anymore. but hor. i wanna keep my gal frens though. many of them. dun wanna list them laaaa. :)

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2009-08-13T09:20:00.003+08:00

yay!!! tal abt sth sucky first. wth!!!! that bulgy eye monster confiscated my mirror!!! she even tell 2B!!!! -.- wth!!!! jia chou bu ke wai yang!!!! LOL! haiyo!!! so embarassing!!! wth. even if she return me i will snatch it and throw it on the floor and stomp on it!!!! tsk!!!! act cute act cute. also not cute.hmmmm. sian sian. LH not here today!!! got peepo miss you leyy!!!! hahahah!!! lucky yesterday never hug tio me!!!! heheh!!! *run away*
oh and must bring books back la ._. i want put in jie class room leyyy. i think container never use. but she never reply. -.- den i ask xiao dan. i think 3B never use ba. hmmmm.... idk.... so mafan can.... cant we just put behind the classroom or sth.

CCA!!!! damn pissed. .lol wathell is wrong with you man!!!! no you are a gay!! excuse me you speaking to me eh! i was just kidding right! wth. so disrespectful!!! if it was jie i tell you! she'll scold you until like what! lol!!! not so kong bu ba. XD hmmm. i told her abt it today. damn shuang. friday you will know it! tsk! you shall watch peepo play the whole time! how dare you rebutt me! hmmmm. okiie luh. trial is a bit pathetic. 2 peepo. haish. okay i nearly lost! heng.i m looking forward to friday!!! yay!!! hahahah!! will be fun i think. cause jie got go cca XD

hmm i think some peepo are totally oblivious to the surrounding. wathell!!! i type it out which means that it is not supposed to be said out you say!!!! -.- zzzzz!!! whats wrong with you!!! always getting me malu. very fun izzit huh. and you! huh. innocent one. own lor own lor. act act act peepo still can be taken in by you. WTH!!! hypno them uh. like everyone bully you and its their faulty like that. fine fine. idk whats wrong. let it be. i shal keep quiet. happy!!! all you win. all yours. nobody fight with you alr. nice one. haish. peepo peepo peepo.

and i tell you. i got scolded until i nearly cried wth. so fierce for what. dumb got prob uh. ._. i idiot can. zzz i just dun understand ma .-. haish. so sad. hmpf!!!!!

i think sometime shu ying damn nice leyyy. sometimes she is not!!! hmpf!!!!!! i never draw her 2 days alr!! i more nice leyyy!!!!! i will never break my promise!!! hmpf!! see who win!!!!

hmmm. i think i have changed alot alot alot damn lot from p3 till now XD. last time in pri sch. i suck like an asshole!!! seriously!!! omg. my pri sch mates so kelian. sure bth me!!! hahahha!!! so kelian. now i changed. i damn good and nice alr!!! they can enjoy this new me. so sad. tell you sth. last time i damn gossipy and back stab and whatsoever crappy stuff you can apply on me. but i changed since sec sch. heh. year 1 still very what lo. but at least i gossip i forgot what i said alr!!! XD seriouus! hmmm. so actually. at the start of year 2 i brain wash alr!!!! i hab a good impression on everyone!!! everyone damn nice. hahaahh!!! and slowly i form new impression alr. i think i dun like to talk abt these stuff alr lo. lol cause i dun really like to talk. seriously. i began to like to keep my tots to myself. and i talk crap. hmmm. XD good or bad uh. and i began to look at promises seriously. idk why. i think its very impt. its like a bond build between 2 ppl. its the trust btwn 2 people so that peepo will start to trust each other v much and trust each other. but oh wellls. sometimes it is broken v easily. so sad right. normally peepo just said in impulsively. like wth. it look so promising and the next minute you are starting to regret that you hab made it. and the next day. it is broken. so pathetic. and the trusting bond btwn 2 peepo is broken. its like. so strong and still it is so fragile that it is broken so easily.haish. idk who to trust now... trust uh... haiyo.i want someone to talk to! ._.

still waiting XXX

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2009-08-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

i decided to post again as i am pissed. very very. you!!! say people say yourself! think yourself v noble uh! tsk stupid flirt!!! act innocent, and all those crap. i think i have had enough one day. omg omg!!!! stop acting stop just stop. omg. i want puke alr!

everything i post is just my own view, my own perspective. i listen to shu ying. not to bottle up[her fault] haahahah. i am not arrowing at anyone you seee. its just what i think, my thoughts. if you think its you, den you are guilty. if you are not then good. so ya.....

i swer not to draw on goh shu ying hands or her body again!!!! tsk!!! never ever!!!! see that shu ying!!!!!!

2009-08-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

OMG i so damn jealous lo!!! liu han is so damn nice you "u" although i not sure who is that. X) she is like her BF!!!!! omg!!!! okiie, she is her best frenXD hmmm. it like, i cant always watch over you you know, i cant always protect you!!! if y ou sec 3 le how? omg!!! so damn touching!!!! XD haish!!! the 'u' so lucky laaaa...... hmmm
i was wondering nowadays... are promises broken as easily as it had been made? peepo are always like that, i have been crushed by the broken promises nowadays :|
you peepo sounded so sincere and sweet when you made it but it turned out ugly somehow after it is broken. haish. promises promises promises, i believe that you peepo are also surrounded by it too? hmm... i wonder how many promises had i broke and how many peepo had broken their promises to me. hmmm.
sian, yesterdat i totally forgotten abt ALVIN EE's birthday. omg. until last min that toadie remind me!!!!!! tsk. i tot no one going ley. alvin sick leyyy... hmmm. but i missed out all the fun lo! >( heard they all very high!!! hmpf! so sad. but still okiie la. went to ahma house hahahaha. damn JOKE there!!!! i must win jie jie!!!! hahahahaha!!!! but i doubt it!!!! i guess right. when in sch. peepo see two cousin not eating anything den its us liao! XD cause we are competing who will lose more weight during our uncle's wedding!!! OMG!!!! hahahhah! damn joke!!! LALALA i realise my singing suck!! oh man!! i hate it! hate it!!! rah! i want GARY CHAW's voice!!!!!!!!! <333333 haahahah!!! yay! this weekend damn shiok!!! hahahah! lalala! i think national day's songs are getting more and more nan ting and hard to sing as years goes on. X( sian. i must win!!!! hahahah!!! but i dun think can lose much weight in such a short time lo!!!! i must persevere! own like JOZHI!!!!!!! yeah!!!

speaking the truth?

2009-08-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

haiyo! i think peepo are damn practical lo!!! tsk tsk. so sian. friends no good meh. why dun wanna be. i treat my friends better can! tsk. lalala! everytime the person whom i trust betrays me lo like xxx. tsk. unless i tell it to someone who has jian wang zheng and very forgetful. hmmmm.... hahahah! tell your something! you cant tell your deepest darkest secrets( i heard this phrase before but idk from who leyyy. i think its damn farny!!!! hahahah. if you know its you OWN UP!! i got prize ley for making me happy XD)continue on;;;; to sometone who is;;

;;impulsive
;;straight forward
;;never think of consequences
;; backstabb you
;; act act one
;; lies to you
;; hurt you
[its someone around you at times though]
be careful!!!
best is to have no secrets! hahaha!!! i heard alot alot lo. until idk who to believe but thanks peepo for being so frank! ^^ i like it. haish. but your say until i confused and make me think that everyone is like that! OMG~~ lol!!! but forget it. as said in my previous post. let it go;;let it be. however, sorryyyy, i will never ever trust you again.
full stop. however innocent peepo look[like me] hehe. they are most probably the silent killer! kill with just one flashing smile!!!! rawr! and next thing, you realises that your soul is gone. hurt is pierced. inflated.
tsk!! talking abt sth else!
we have got the 2L spirit! we rock!!!! hahahah!!! we can sing and scream and cheer well!!! whoo!!!! we own!!! hahaha!! i can feel the bond siah! we damn loud loud loud!!! today damn damn fun!!!! ming and kah leong gets to sing!!!lalala!!! not bad wor!!!! i(L) 2L

omg whats wrong with the lead singer man!!! GINA ROCK!!!!! hahahah!!!! she own!!!!! i dun care!!!! support gina support gina!!!! why timothy choose the shermaine gal i also dunnno leyyyy. hahahah he like know alot dancer hor. hmmm idc!!!! their taste guai guai one. GINA GINA ALL THE WAY!!!!! i also dunnno why i bu shuang leyyyy.... hahahah!!! cause gina is sure sure better ba!!!!!! although sometimes she is noisy. maybe she can sing as she speaks!!! that will be music. not noise!!! hahaah!!! she is nice person!!! hehehe!!!!

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long long time!

2009-08-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

YO peepo! i decided to post!!!! hahahh ! idk why! random!??? hmm! i decided to listen to SHUYING!!!! not to bottle things up le!!!! but i dun wanna cry like her!!!! hahahhah! i say to bloggie! hmmm! thanks alot though!!! heheh! but i had a good laugh today! thanks lots lots to liu han and shu ying! they damn farny!!!! hahah! LALALA! make me forget all my troubles! :) yay! they rock! hmmm..... talked alot today though...... see some side of things. hmmm... good and bad!!!!! hmmm..... idk ley....... sian... why like that one. i try me best alr lo. its just that i always got pian4 by you ma.... so i dun dare trust you anymore. but i still think i fall into your trap no matter how hard i try..... cant blame me cause i'm dumb ass and stupid and being an idiot. i cant help it what. i was like that from the day i was bron. you always scold me" ni hen ben leh" also no use. i wont ever get smart. just blame it on the fact that i trust peepo easily and too much. but in the end, what do i get? trust build up and torn down. its damn damn hurt can. you wont understand. cause you are the one lying and hurt me. why cant some people just spit the truth or the thing they waNNa say straight into my face?? why must beat around the bush and turn one big round and let the truth knock on my door! one thing i like about shuying is that she is some what like me ley" ever so straight forward and being dumb" X) we wont ever get twhat peepo are implying when they say sth. we dont deep into what peepo say also. its just me right. why not just say everything straight? haish. i dont understand. maybe you might think lying to me is preventing me from getting hurt or whatsoever. but let me tell you sth. cant you just spit the truth in my face and let me improve on my mistake????? isnt it better and happier? rather than keeping it to yourself and bottling up and in the end tell other peepo right.? haish. sometimes i think peepo are using me lo. but i think hard. maybe i using peepo also. but i dun thinkk i am. i will be with you if i really like you and truthfully wanna be with you right! i not that hypocrite. but i got a feeling that it is me who wants you but you dun waNt me! its like one sided thing right?? its like i need you you dun need me. haish. lalaa! i like truthful peepo man!!!! heehehe!!! but sometimes i really dun understand you man. you always promise me and you didnt make your word count. thats what makes me so damn unsecure! hmmmm. your nice and sometimes you are weird. i dun understand! i also dun like people with fierce fierce face hor!!!!! XDDDDD have a toot toot face like me!!!!!
today i pissed so damn many peepo off lo!!! but i also piss with them can!!!! >((((( rawr!!!!! i shant talk abt who izzit!!!! hahaha!!! its my BELOVED!!!!! shuying dun say hor! if not i never talk to you again!!!!!!!! rawr!!! && sorry wanxuan, i din hear you!!! ):

and i think i should apologised to peepo i hab offended again and again! i am sincerely sorryy. forgive and forget!! :) like happy liu han!! hahahah! i shall be as happy as her!!! heheheh! although i know i not fun not humourous, can be boring at times, not a good fren, a mean ass, a bad person. but i will change! i promise! just tell me what i m not good at. i will change seriously! dun beat around the bush! i wont understand! yaaaa........ hmmmm........ SORRY PEEEPOOOO! i dun mean it. i shalll fogive and forget!!! be best of frens with everyone again!!!! i know i attitude sometimes la. but i will really change and really be a nice nice person!!! my goal!!!! hahahahahh!!!!SORRRYYYY!!!!!!! seriously sorrryyyy. my bad all these days. ):
yay tomo national day!!!! wear house tee!!!!! hahahah!!!! i think noone go back pri sch leyyyy. hmmm. sing the national day song!!!!!!!

SORRRRYYYYYYY people!!!! [ hmmm.... maybe i shall take initiative and try, (listen to someone) if you dao, i have nothing to say...... mybe try again and again until you realise i really really wanna change for the better]

sorry and thanks;;;;;

{i'm so sorry but i love you i just cant lie]

beach cleaning!

2009-03-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

ooh! beah cleaning is so tiring but fun.
first thing first. i changed place and sat with bing da. hahahha. first time sit with boys siah. still okay la! :DD the sit quite cool :) in front is jiaying and wen xin and behind is ching yee and wan xuan. hahah! actually jia ying and wen xin wanted to change with gina and huei min! hahahah! but me and bing da was like, NO! hahah! omg, gina and huei min is such a hilarious pair! hees. and wan xuan is like surrounded my JOKERS and siao siao and enthu people! :D me, joanne, ching yee and kah leong! [dunnno abt bingda] but i think wan xuan still cant tahan la! hahah! hmm... today champs talk abt relationship things lo! *eyes at people* hahah! some people are feeling damn guilty! and whenever any teacher mentions abt this kind of stuffs, people starts laughing! hahaha! ooh and ms zeng wants us to list out the advantages and disadvantages of BGR. ALL JOKER ANSWERS! lol. someone wrote disadvantage:被郑老师抓lol! and other one is "will care abt looks" but somebody likes someone is for who they are and not for how they looks right?!? :|
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beach cleaning;
here are some pics i took! so nice and cool! rina wants it but i din manage to send :X phone batt low :|
just reached there! so picturesque right :)
i love beaches:) the sound and the sight of the waves hitting
the shore is so nice :)

beaches ROCKS :) lol
nice scenery :) chingyee picking sth. joanne carrying the trash bag and isa
and gina picking rubbish :)

isa the SANTA CLAUS:D give out present! hahah! so CUTE!
they walk away :|

rina YAWNING while everyone is picking rubbish D: hahah! no la!
she is posting!

looking at the sky! both ofLOVE beaches! :D hahah! but seems to be
looking at different directions :|
I slacking! ahaha! watch ppl pick rubbish! haha! no LA! just random!
thanks mei xin for taking photo for us (:

obviously LINA REE wrote it! i asked her why is i love her;
instead of she loves me! den she said, cause she wrote it -.-

hooooohoooooo! the 2J ppl ba :D what are they doing? :O

What is lina doing? lol! she is acting bossy again! hahah! no la!
she is just instructing JL to pick rubbish! :D haha! believe me? :D

Lina's glove has got a hole -.- think the teacher ask her to wear
a plastic bag instead! so retarded right! hahah! Lina and MX and JL
saw the swings and go play lo! leave me to pick up the rubbish all
alone :| meanies! BOOHOO:|

FYI, isa can be unglam too! :|

LOL get use to it! :D

OMG i hope my muscle ache recovers tomo! got netball! must JYJY! hahah! WE must win okay! Chingyee, Bingda, Jozhi, Liu han, esther! ooh and MARVIN! go hiong AGAIN! :) JYJY!
actually most of us got muscle ache lo! BOOOHOO! and i am walking up the down the stairs, sitting down and even walking with difficulty! and LINA REE makes it worse by slumping on to me deliberately! relying onto my to be exact! WTH! I think we will fall and roll down the stairs someday! TRY IT! omg~ she is purposely forcing herself onto me! and making my unbalance on my feet! i almost fell a few times okay! so HENG! like my muscles dun hurt! GRAH! ooh and i tricked Kah leong, ming fang, chingyee today! hahah damn funnny! LINA REE was tricked 2 times! omg! the same trick siah! hhahah!

i believed
tomorrow will be better.

SCHOOL

2009-03-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

YAY! mingfang is back! from perth! :D finally there is someone who is more JOKER than rina :D i am gonna get fed up with their "JOKES". which is a good thing! i am gonna keep laughing! :) hahahah! i am not mean okay :D hmm... today... hmmm. let me re-wind...

came to sch! lessons lessons! ooh den rina realise there is sth weird abt ming fang's specs! it has 2 black black thing tied to the joints. den we asked her. she said the screws dropped off!!!! hahahha! damn funny. i thought it was the trend in perth or sth. at first i thought it is those old old women who got master degree[ they have strings attached to their specs and they hangs it ard their neck and leave it dangling sth like that] hahah! mingfang resembles one anyway :X hmm. ooh and damn pissed. someone gave me attitude today zzzzzzzz. and huei min worsen it by kajiao-ing me! and i actually scolded xxxx in her face. i feel so sorry ._. and rina said sth funny today. “不告诉你，香蕉蚂蚁藏在心里" i think is like that. den i went like, huh??? den she repeated it again. it was when i realise wat she is trying to say因为所以，其中必有道理，藏在心里，不告诉你 izzit? lol! i was like. omg! she herself din even realise!

shall end here, byes.

new term :|

2009-03-22T19:23:00.000+08:00

boohooo! hols are over soon! :| yeah. time passes that quick! :| not fair! zavier have one month hols:| boohoo! i never got a chance to really like go out and think of nth lo! except SAT :| i am so sad :\ haish. new terms= new probs=new challenges=new obstacles!!!! :|

COMPETITION TODAY !!
BTW[ congrats xiaodan and weihao worr! ZAI KIA! champs worr]
COOLIO! hahaah! && evelyn and yang fan(not from my sch:X) so mean lo! dun wanna share with me their SHOPPING VOUCHERS. BOOHOO! why not give to fourth lo! yang fan zhuai wor. second lo! GRAH!

i DREAD sch:| dunno why YOU like sch reopen so much lo! so sian and frustrating can. :| haish. okay, i no mood to blog now! need to call rina! hahahah!

pulling myself up :|

2009-03-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

today... hmm.. went JB! damn tired! but fun and fulfilling! :) at least it makes me forget my homeworks and makes my troubles go away! wheee!!!! hahahah!
hmmmm. i got a different point of view on teachers now! hahahah! they can be like... so funnny luhhh! and they can be frens with you! :) ooh but the principal was a loner la! nobody dares to sit with him and talk to him for long! so sad... :X i wanted to talk to the loner but i dun dare :X hahahh! he is very good de lor. very helpful and kind :) but he is annoying at times like principals do.
we went to eat breakfast, shop!!!!! den lunch... den fruit and honey farm. buy biscuits! dinner! and went to see fire flies! wheeee!
i like the last one! cause we get to sit on a boat and it is soooo fun! we get to see bats too! :)

what i enjoyed is the sitting on the boat la! you can feel the cooling breeze.... which blows away all my troubles. ooh and there is a stupid thing:| i always assume that fire flies GLOWS in the dark! it was today that it struck me that they actually blinks and flash in the dark! zzz. and there are many of them blinking on the trees! damn nice lo :) but. we suspect that they hang lights on the trees and make them flash! zzz it keeps flashing la! :| but nvm. its still nice :)

ooh and lunch was the most scrumptious de lo. me and my dad actually occupy one table and we got 4 plates of dishes. like shared between 2 of us? hahahah! cause we vegetarian ma :) and my dad carries one of his college's baby which is damn cute.
damn cute right. and everyone was like crowding around him and waiting to carry him la! hahahah! the baby so ke lian lo:| carried here and there:| *sighs*

&& i was like keep sleeping on the bus la:| got nth to do ma and listen to songs lo but the chair was like damn uncomfortable:| boohoo! aching everywhere :| . cause the time taken for the bus to travel from one place to another was like very long ma :| and our tour guide rocks la :) i like her. :) she takes care of everything for us! she is very very kind and i like her at first sight! her attitude also very good! hahaah!

haish. when i go and see the living conditions of the people there, i realise how fortunate i was :| hmmm..... i must try to pull myself together and stand up once again! i cannot continue to be like that le.... i will try. :| wish me the best of luck dears! :D

i shall end here.... damn tired.

gettin up.

2009-03-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

thanks people. very much. although CY's reaction wasnt what i expected:| it makes me laugh too. :) thanks! i feel much better. pouring it out. && i haven redeem rina's hug! hahah! && i am starting to love my hair! :) esther says i AM SO CUTE! :D hahaha! hees i am so thick skin!

sian. what kind of hols is this, piled up with hws! zzzzz. an today quite pissed luhh, some UG people ask us to leave the classroom when we are in the middle of a game:| nonoo, should be DEMAND, not ask. WTH! they ask us to leave the classroom as they wanted to decorate the classroom with balloons. RAH! RUDE people! i was like.. GRAH and slam everything in my way. and in the end we dismiss early. like 5 la. damn early. den i talk to WN. alot alot of things. feels better :) thanks lots. :)

&& rina! i shall try not to post your cou shi anymore okay:) see i am so kind:D although there are some today :X hees.

ooh and i cheered joel and sarah to run! GOGOGO! i ran with weining after them around cca time! cheer them on :D and they actually are motivated by us!RUN BABY RUN! :D i wanted to ran with them but i was in pinafore! zzz. hahaah! i feel like running luhh. boohoo. but ever since tues. my ankle and my knees pain like hell :| dunno why. boohoo.

&& tomo go JB with my father and his colleges? lol! dunno. haish. i cant sms you people! so sad! boohoo i am gonna cry! :| must miss me k! although it is like only for a day :X

shall end here.
ooh and i saw this today

dance is just music made visible
hate is just mended love-

setbacks;

2009-03-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

haish... feeling much much better after a cry. :| but eyes are very puffy. :\ it was like very very long ever since i cried :| the feeling was okay. and normally i dun cry unless necessary.:X i was very very sad. and i hate people saying and gossiping about things i din do and i feel that is right. really cannot take it anymore. the pressure and expectation given. :| thus i cried. and my father actually suggested that i should change a new school environment. :| ooh wells. i said i couldn't give my frens up!!!!! i will sure be very sad. :| haish! and blah blah blah. haish...i also dunnno what happened to me, my change of attitude? my life? my way of talking to people? everything! i am just too tired to bother about it. not that i dun wanna bother. i find it tiring. everything tires me out. & idk why. life is like an endless stretch of road filled with obstacles and stuffs in your way and you will have to keep walking on and on and you will have to overcome the obstacles to keep moving on.you cant just stop walking cause you will lagg behind and you cant afford to do so. you have not much time left. so you will just have you keep on and on. but i am tired! tired! tired! but the thing is i cannot stop! i will have to keep dragging on, if not i will be left behind. now, worse still, i am supppose to make a choice on which way to go. but i dare not! i always regret my decisions. (so you know why i dun like to make decision :|) which? WHICH? i really dunnno. its sec 2 already and time flies so fast. i am going to make an imp decision which determines my future. haish. i am always so hesitant and i hate it. but what can i do? :| i wish to think of nothing now but i cant! there are always things bothering me. now worse still, first time encountering so many obstacles and setbacks. the feeling is too overwhelming for me. the theses and thats. haish. people are toturing me mentally but they din realise. ooh wells. maybe i should just take the setbacks one by one making me trip and fall once and again. i am so wounded and hurt. haish. i wish to talk no more. i should try to take it all by myself and bear with it;all of them. just hope that i can take it. ooh no, i am gonna cry again. :|

this is what XL showed me today:

Love; it can make you smile for the rest of your life, but it can also make you cry for the rest of your life.Yet why are we always taking the risk, and even plunge further into the river of love when we know we are going to drown in sorrow? Maybe this is the power of love. I will be contented, even with two hours of tears alone, just for that one second of kiss with you.

that was quite random :X

i shall end here.
&&i must find the strength to move on.

one more day passed...

2009-03-11T19:00:00.000+08:00

haish get back results today. still okay. i dun care! i am retorting rewards from people! hahahah! at least there is something to make me feel better ma! and i am not being mean okay! :X haish! still got a long way to go.

and after school, KL treated us something as he promised. and we played with sth disgusting.
omg damn digusting! i poured the left overs inside. inclusive of soya milk and other stuffs! && gues what. rina saw us playing and said: how can waste food like this! the children in 澳洲had nothing to eat ler! your still waste food! tsk tsk! omg! we burst out laughing! we knew that she wanted to say 非洲 de! she must have got australia and africa mixed up! omg! hillarious! and we played truth or dare. everyone choose truth! nobody dare to drink it la! zzzz. wa lao! they all ask de question all so stupid de. waste de truth! hahah! den they ask me sth so damn awkward la! for the truth! and it isnt fair! zzzz! others they asked stupid question!
&& later rina treated us ice cream! and we went home. and KL is being so retarded by keep annoy me by keep burping! ewwwww! i shouted at him la! but to no avail! he just continues!and i asked CY why she can stand him, she say her mum also always like that. even more disgusting! ewwwwww! lol! den i was like, orh. and gave the face. lol! but burping annoys me greatly! thus i shall not bring the dumb diabolo tomo! hahaha! cause KL annoyed me! i dun care!!!

sian. i just hope everyting will be over soon.
i should just let the days goes by.

-no title-

2009-03-09T19:15:00.000+08:00

hmm... omg today so unlucky lo :| morning cause i wasnt use to tying up my short hair den when i reach sch, still went to the toi toi and tie. although i spent quite alot of time in the morning tying it -.- zzzz. i am just not happy with it as it is always screwed up and today is worse cause i cut it. zzzzzz. and i always see the same people in the toi toi. haahha!!! go toi toi do business lo! what else. and they will always see me tie my hair :X they went to the toi toi in the morning and always see someone tying the hair, sure is me lo :D hahah!
den later, decide to go back classroom do xiao lian bi cause i din bring the book home! grahh!!! and i had to do XLB on bus and train siah! so pro right! cause i had a busy weekend :D very fulfilling though:)
whats worse, the door is locked! and 1B to 1E is like all locked la! but our class move to 1D, so ya. hahah and everyone was like crowding outside the classroom damn noisy luhh -.- only our class most quiet de! line up in twos! piah hws :D hahahs! den later lessons are boring! and it was recess! omg when morning assembly, marion saw my fringe, she exclaimed! omg! i was like, SHUSH! i know i know! grahh! and huei min was like playing with my hair as usual during morining assembly when i got damn pissed! den i ask her stop playing! cause i am so fed up. lol! and it was recess, saw the 2 J peepo! wendy treating cookies! so i kope from her! YUM YUM! actually i was hungry but after that full liao! :) gdgd! den when sarah saw my fringe! den she exclaimed! den doreen and yiming started exclaiming too den bernice looked at me! lol! hides behind rina! so malu! hahaha! i know it was so cute! :D ooh! and and rina was asking me for my jelly beans! den i said Ching finished all! den she said: come, i help you 打抱公平！lol! it should be 打抱不平 instead right! hahah! hilarious!
den CID! omg! i wass damn damn tired! dunno why, wanna sleep!!!! maybe cause of rain ba.... hmm... my hand and legs are damn damn cold la! cause of the weather! like frozen. so uncomfortable when typing! zzzzzz i shall endure :D

and very funny lo! cause we nvr hand in our music stuffs, we stayed bakc and discuss for a while, but wan xuan went for cca, so left me, rina and kah leong. and ching yee was with us too:) we decided to tell mr hung that we will hand in the music tomo! den we saw him! hahahh! den kah leong said that we will and in tomo, den he say very good very good, den whatever he said he also say very good! LOL!

later 4 of us went sumo. den rina keeps saying dun wanna fren us! dun wanna talk to us! den only after few mins she starts talking to us! hahaah! we were laughin like mad! she keeps saying that cause we keep bulllying her and ignoring her! hahah! as if she was transparent! SORRIE RINA ): but it was fun! :) later eat and Kah leong eats like a pig! worse, i sit opppo him! eee! rina pang sei me! go sit oppo chingyee ):

later went to the stationery shop cause rina says she wanna buy sth! den pei her lo! den we were saying that who get the highest GPA buy sth for everyone of us! or treat us! cause i am sure it will sure be rina or kah leong with the highest! least possible is me de :| so i suggested it :) later went home with kah leong, stupid. he says if he gets higher than me. i need to get him a water bottle ! den i said, if i get lower than him, he will gets me a purse and a water bottle! cause i am DESPO for both D: lol! den he turned it down. den i suggested that if i get higher than him, i will get him whatever he wants :) ahaha! which is so not possible la!

i shall end here blog :)
need to do music reflection for 4 person ):
burbye :)

2 Learn 2 Love :D

2009-03-08T11:43:00.000+08:00

omg! i went to cut my hair! and it is all screwed! boohoo! den it was when i think of a story :|

There was once a little boy hates his hair, cause it was like a bush and his mum wants him to comb it everyday! and he says he hates his hair! it was when the hair suddenly fly out of his head! :O omg! den he become bald and started chasing after his hair! den the hair landed on someone and the person was shocked and wanted the *bush* to get off him. the boy told the person to say;hair! i hate you! den the hair fly away! :DD and this goes on and on for everyone. the boy was petrified as he wanted his hair back :| he doesnt want to be bald :| den he says: hair i love you! and the hair went back to his head! and he is happy :DD

I must learn to love! and not hate my hair! :DD if not it will fly off my head ): hahahahas
&& 2 Learn 2 Love :D that is what 2L came about :DD

i shall end here :D
learn to love your hair! if not it will fly off your head! :X

Happy day! :D

2009-03-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

today is the happiest day since the start of the year i must say... :| hehs you should know why. :X

after that went home, i bathe and YH was having tuition in the living room. and later, i went to write my draft for xiao lian bi. den i ate maggie mee that mum prepared and after a while went to sleeep:D

woke up den change clothes den went to YANG's Birthday :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG!! :))

damn hillarious there la :) [although i emo-ed for a while :( ]
cause uncle was letting me and yee jia listening to a song! den we were thinking why so weird de and we cant think of any singers that matches the voice.... den after that he told us that it was his! OMG and we burst out laughing! almost immediately! den he let us listen to the original! it was quite different though :X but okay la, his singing :D

later played some stuffs, thomas! choo choo train! ahahah! quite fun :)
den cut cake and play again :)
played balls while yee jia was fixing some puzzles while i this noob obviously sucked at :X. den the ball keep hitting her! damn funny! my aiming quite good de lor! :D hahah! GOALS on the heads! hahaha
after that the funniest part :DDDDDD
cause we were going home,me and yee jia took diff lift. den we at 28th floor, at 14 floor, 2 RVians entered, cause one was wearing the orientation tee, this year should be year 3. err then yee jia boarded first, so she alighted first. den when we reach the 1st floor, they RVians when out first, den omg! who knows that yee jia was hiding behind a wall!!! and she booed them!!! they shriek and jumped! actually she wanted to scare me but too bad, haahhhah!!!!!yeejia was shocked too when she realised it wasnt me! and she quickly ran behidn her mum!!!!! OMG and i bet both of them were scared to wits!!! so scary la! they scream so loud!!!!! omg! and the rest of us started laughing hysterically at the sight!!!! damn funny!!!! omg! laugh until my stomach ache! and i bet i will scream louder!!! ahahahh!!!!! DAMN funnny!!!!!! cant stop laughing! teehees!!!!

shall end here :)
hope i can be as happy as today; everyday :|

Just you and me :D

2009-03-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

hey peepo! today's music lesson is like so interesting! but i dun expect our group to be the first one luh-.- when mr hung called group 4! den [me, rina, wan xuan, kah leong] was like. omg! i din know what to do when he called luh. den we were like walking down and we sang our SONG! omg! i think it is the worse among every song! ooh and i like Xueli group de song de best! it was awesome! i am gonna type it out:)
Just you and me
The sun is shining
Spending time together
This feeling is like no other
Just wanna be with you

The grass is green
The sky is blue
Which gives a special feeling
Especially with you

Just you and me
And i mean it
I'll love you with my heart
nobody will tear us apart
And i can't live without you
So tell me you love me too
I love you too and I'll never leave you! :)

DEDICATED TO: peepo who visits my bloggie! :D

credits to:xueli,esther,jozhi :) the tune was very nice!

ooh and after that i kept singing until xueli gets irritated :X hahahah!
uber uber nice ma!! haahah! hope xueli and esther can find their TRUE LOVE and BE together! :D just like this song! :D BEST WISHES! :)

ooh ooh and rina almost fell down tripping over a bag-.- and at the door there when chingyee was obviously going to trip her over when they were playing sth! lol i forgot! and they keep laughing at me! RAH! MEANIES!!!!only i cant do the TRRRRR>>> thing ma :|

ooh and it was cca. i played four rounds one with shuhui and 3 with evelyn[wow] lol! i was trashed my shu hui cause at that point of time, i was dazing and dunnno why my brain could work and the noise in the room is distracting me and my thoughts are distracting me too. i was about to fall asleep! with evelyn, i won the first round and lost other two! cause after the first round, evelyn wants a REMATCH and i agreed! and got thrashed, this time round, it was me who wanted a REMATCH. and i lost like about 50 points or 80 points! my bingo saves me!

and later saw rina and went home with her, yee jia and xiaodan wanna chiong for 97 and i was already half dead by then. they wanted to run up and down the overhead bridge and it was life taking! so i decided to take 166 with rina! ahahah! and i hacked her phone again! and i changed her settings and she was actually begging me to change back! hmm... the sad thing is that the hacking programme doesnt have tamil language! does that meant that ah nehneh doesnt use sony phones? lol!

and hols are approaching! homeworks are piling up too:|
ooh and i saw another cute didi today! damn cute! but i think yesterday de cuter! today de was playing with the mrt de mirror with his sister! i am filled with envy! i also wanna play! lol! but i was too tired :|

i shall end here people...
i must find the strength to move on :|

the strength to move on;

2009-03-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

haish... i came to the conclusion that, misinterpretation of question makes me lose all the marks! i just interpret the question wrongly and there goes my marks! T.T its just that...well.... something is wrong with me! and i dunno what izzit! haish idk... i really dunnno.
WIN liao! i know i am repeating the same old thing to my self and you people! now, i am telling you, blog. those never study de can score! only a retarded noob like me can get so low! well done! the question was..err...descrubed as freaking easy and i actually flunk it. fuck me. i am starting to question my ability, should i belong here...? i dunnno..... i am just very very pissed with myself. :| so... the question is..... should i continue on on this journey....? hmm... maybe i should really question my ability... to be qualified to be in this sch... i am utterly disappointed.
hmmm... well...today yup yup... rina fell...once again idk why. she nvr see the hole there and just tripped and fell and sat on the floor and laugh and everyone was laughin. lol. and i gave her my cute cute plaster ):
today went jp with wan xuan. she gets me my subway cookie! cause this tuesday she said that if i finish running 2.4, she will get me the cookie. lol. driven by the motivation, i finish my 2.4. hahahhs. and we went walk walk lo. saw sb filming sth at action city! and out of curiostity, we went to take a look! a saw a cute cute didi! omg! *drools* he is so cute! like 3-5 years old ba! omg damn cute! how i wish he is my bf! ahhahah! kidding! i mean my didi and i will pinch him everyday! :X he is like so cute lo! dunnno why they filming him playing the mario thing with a man. lol idk. they play like so long la. i am surprised that he can actually play for so long without getting bored by it! ooh ooh and his eyes are so big! awesome! hahah! omg! he is damn cute and shuai la! i wanted to take photo! but i dun think it is a very good idea! lol! i shall keep it to my brain then. lol. but he is really very cute! :X
people, i realise that your are getting annoyed with me by my moaning and groans.... sorry okay! maybe i should just keep it to myself. i wont bother your anymore. haish. your wont understand my struggles no matter how many times i tell you :| nvm...
thank god, i still have you:) you brightens up my life :) thankyous! i love you so much! :X

th-sad and happy moments;

2009-03-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

heys people! i know my title sounds weird! but nvm! i shall start! i shall talk about the sad moments first! haish! what else but tests! i give up liao! i studied and get this kind of marks?!!? people who dooesnt study can get higher?!!!? ooh wells.... probably the prob lies with my brain. i dun get the whole freaking thing at all!!!! what the hell!!! i dun care liao! my effort does not pay off!!! haish... utterly disappointed with myself!! and pissed too! haish... i wonder if i can get promoted niah :| ooh ooh && some fakers can just pretend nothing had happen and pretend nothing is going on! wells do you think i care now?! NO i dun give a damn about anything now. the disappointment with everyone and myself pulls me down to the core!

Add ons: i kissed chingyee by accident today! ZOMG! after finish greeting mrs lim, we bumped into each other! luckily not her mouth! hahahahha! heng! luckily she is shorter than me by little bit! :X ooh and i am actually happy that mrs lim can match our face to our name! whithin such a short while! ahaha!

hmm.... however, going out with [rina, chingyee,kahleong] cheers me up :) thanks peepo! majority of the time laughing. ooh and there are some jokes we had encountered on our way to clementi! lol! rina damn funnny!!! with our stupid responds and comments it became funnier! the first one is that chingyee said rina's nose changes its size as she is talking! she said it expands and contracts! den rina said:fine! i shall stop talking! of course it wasnt believable! hahhhaha! we started timing her! it was like 2 mins pass and the three of us[CY, me, KL] continued talking when rina started talking! and she thought its like 10 mins passed!!! den we burst out laughing! hahahah! cause rina had the impulse to say sth which is also very funnny!!rina said AN ah neh neh wanted to seduce her!!!!! LOL!!!! she said he showed the *muack muacks* mouth :X and make the sound!!! OMG den we started to laugh again!!!!!! damn funnny!!!! den later, KL asked us to help him shout sponge bob square pants when he said: who lives in the pineapple under the sea! ahahahs for the geog speech! den we started ont the topic that kah leong can wear the patrick suit to add on to the effect!

hahaahh! and we said rina can be the squid!

hahahah!!! wear the suite! damn funnny! cause some part of them resembles the character!! heees! you should knew which! okay! and i dun think there is anymore funny part liao! ahhahaha! i shall add on later or sth! :D

ooh and i found my diabolo!!! it was like 3 or 4 years old! cause KL asks me to bring it! he wanna play! lol! and i found my intermediate cert! lol! i was like lacking one or 2 more tricks to advance? rah! but nvm! it was like a few weeks ago la! haish.... the training days! hmm.. but i think my skills damn lan now! lol! see the middle part is very shining right! hahahah! i scrap the rusts off!!!! hahah and i was like holding the scissors with the blade and i din realise! omg den when i realise i cut my hand! i was like holding so hard to it! omg!
hahah i shall add on if there are anymore things! end here blog! BYES!

i should have known; i should have.

2009-03-03T19:48:00.001+08:00

haish today is a sad sad day! D;
actually i dun intend to blogg.... but... ooh wells.... haish the unhappy things just keep happening la! making me so damn down :|

haish and cca.... argh! i dunno what is happening to me. i am just very bu shuang for the later half of the day-.- driven to dires by people, making me so mad. haish. people are so particular about things la and i felt so ARGH! why must they be so particular about their marks whats wrong with doing just a bit more? why must they be so particular that it messes up my friendship with them?![ which i really dun want to!] but what can i do?! i feel so terrible la! being so particular just makes the whole atmosphere tensed up and making both parties feeling uneasy about each other's existence.
i just hope to get it done and over with! i came to the conclusion that people just weren't what they seems to be; they weren't what you thought they were!

ooh wells... i am just blinded by hypocrites! they appears to be very nice and talk bad behind your back! what is the whole point? getting people to feel that you are close to them by feeding them with your crappy gossips? dont you feel bad after talking about that person? whatsmore, you worsen it by talking to the person [whom you badmouthed] about another persons whom you are not happy with! Dont you feel guity? where is your heart? or are you just numbed that you dont feel a thing? ooh wells i shall just stop here... i dont even know where i was getting at.. ooh wells.
I am just pouring out my troubles.so just read it and forget about it okay? :D hahahas
I should just get it done and over with..

2009-03-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

QUIZ!! hahahhah!!! it was since very long when i do this kind of quiz!!! usually i dun even bothered!

. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
-i never thought about that!maybe i should discuss with rina and chingyee on mon! :D :D

2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?
-SLEEPING LO!

- 3. Who was the last person u took photo with?
-err. i think at the MRT station with chingyee and wan xuan ba:D when many people look at us! hahah!! actually is two of them only; they were trying out sth wierd!! haha

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- no LOR. i dunnno how peepo think though ;3

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- EEEEE no way!! it uber uber disgusting!!! thinking of it makes me irks! ewwwwwwwww!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- OF course! why not?! hhahha! they are uber nice! ;3

7. Do u wan someone dead?
- hahahah! i am very nice de! i would choose to torture them myself! :X

8. What does ur last text message says?
-dunnno! i deleted all of them! hahaha!

9. What are u thinking right now?
- thinking about finishing this quiz. i regretted doing siah

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- YEAH!! i am uber bored :| i want YOU to be with me!! hahaah!

11. What is the time you went to bed last night?
- one plus plus ba :|

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- dunno eh....

13. Is someone on ur mind right now?
- YEA!!! my BF!!! hahah

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
-YOU lor!

sian i dun wanna do the 10 person thingy-.- bored with this quiz
hahah

BIRTHDAYS babies!

2009-02-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

omg omg! i am finally posting again! hahaha!
it was pe! we ran for 5 rounds i was half dead at the end. but i improved quite alot which i am uber happy! hahaha! ooh and chingyee was like so pale after that! not after the run but after the sets of jumping and stuffs we did! AND it was like soo..... cause she says she is seeing black and white and she wants to vomit! and we dunnno what to do :X[[&& there is something interesting i wanna say! cause before we started to run, chingyee says she wanna shit! and after run she says she wanna vomit! i was wondering if her shit is coming out of her mouth! hahaha it was disgusting i know :X but dun you find it interesting? haha]] and a teacher suggest that she should drink some sugary drinks! hahahaha and rina was like *orh orh! i go buy!* den off she goes! left me and wan xuan and ching yee. and when rina came running back with drinks and with some fishballs! and she asks ching yee if she wanna eat and chingyee was like *no* and rina was like orh and starts munching it and the teacher there was like*NO EATING HERE* den rina was like *hides the fishballs* and after the teacher turns around and she started munching on it again
-.- and wan xuan and me starts laughing at the sight! ahahha!

hmm... next is the exciting part! cause it is kah leong and joanne's birthday and we had some small cakes and cream or sth bought by kathleen and xiu mei! and it was when i saw them playing with it den me and rina starts to join in! rina is so funny! when i was running toward the crowd and when i saw kah leong with his hand full of cream i started running away with disgust and rina din realise and i assume that she is looking at something else den i hide behind her and she kana all the cream!!! hahaha! and we started playing with the cream! kah leong turned into creamy monster! and his clothes are dirty! ahhahah! too bad he change so fast! and later we went to wash and we all smell like yucky cream! the scent was like so overpowering la! makes me feel like vomiting! BLEH!
hmm. later was cca and i lost!!! i lost!!!! i am so damn depressed after that! the tension are buliding on me! with all the test and stuffs! i really must polish my skills! haish!

haish! shall end here!!! :D
TAKES CARES AND STAY HAPPY PEOPLE! :)

Randomness~updates

2008-09-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

hahah.... me and zavier took these out of fun and randomness! XD

blehs! whats with that face! XD

me and KATE!!!!! we took it quite long age liao... XD

me and CRYSTAL!!!! hahah!!
took it on the train on the way to westmall! XD look so solemn... =.=
took it there! see! sky so dark liao! XD

haha....it was a long time ago since i updated! eoy is like round the corner!!! JYJY!!!!! uploaded some photos!! XD

Jiayous!
Always loving YOU![penguin]
iLy! hahahah! iMy......
alway s remember the day that we had fun together.....
i miss you! XD

Sian!!!

2008-07-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

hmm... today was the workshop again...-.-...it was okay though... i m an high 'I'!!!! lol..... and there is quite some things that happens today!!!! we when to LT5 for the debating of 1I,J,K,L....lol.... ours is like.... ermm.... and i embarrassed my slef!!! gosh!!! nvm... shall not mention it.... hmmm... after sch.. i thot we could go home!!! but i forgot that there is still the formation thingy going on!!! and we were like rushed down to get it done!!!and we were the first class.... as expected-.-... it was damn sian.... we waited for a while until all the three classes come... they were like taking their own sweet time... waling slowly.... fooling around!!! and we got reallly pissed with them!!! and some things happened!!! and oh yea!!!! my thigh muscle was pulled!!!! it was damn pain nia.... i was waiting for the command of the chir when they say got to the grand stand!!! and VIVAN was like pulling me along!!!!and i wasnt prepared and she was pulling my hand and racing off!!! i had no time to react and started to run with great steps!!! and i pulled my muscles...-.-.... i was giving 'that face' throughout the whole session..... and vivan was playing with her keychain... and was were singing at the same time... haha.... the whole day!!! with shi jing too!!!! and it was damn funny as funny incidents happens!!!! hahah..... we took some pics ont he bus too!!!!!

^ this pic is just some cute and weird face!!! which i find it funny!!! XD and entertainingXD hahas...

^this is when i pinch VIVAN's check!!!! hahah!!! usually is she pinch me lo!!!!! finally got my revenge!!!! XD hehehe...

^ this is just some random actions??? o.o and my hand is weird-.- rah!!!!

^ this is just some random pose too!!! hahas

^this is just us!!! ^^ smiling :D BFF!!!
haha!! vivan is complaining that she wanna sleep-.- and i was laughing all the way cause it is not either we look retarded in the pic or it is too ugly.... hmmm!!! i acutally got one more of it of her sleeping in class... hahah but she discover it and deleted it away-.- damn.... haha if not it will be a joke!!!!! yay kath bought miie sth today!!! so happy!!!!! shall end here!!!! BFF XD

penned by ; miie.... pls tagg!!!!!

NATIONALS!!!

2008-07-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

haha.... so many funny and cute pics right?!! XD with my cousin!!! x3......
this is with wei ning!!!!! cute right?! haha
haha! this is after the last round!!! she is smsing!!! i find her posture veh nice!!!! den i take it!!! XD
haha!!! this is my trophy!!! so funny!!! they give wrongly!!! i m in the novice catergory den they gimme the master one!!! but they discover it in the end T.Tlol

HAHA!!!! wei ning looks weird!!!!! ahaha! i was laughing more crazily when i saw iit!!! haha!!! half of my face is gone T.T
haha!! we look damn weird!!! we did it on purpose one of course!!! XD
i shall end today's journey with a fullstop! there are many things that happen today that i m lazy to blog it-.-.... lol!! please enjoy these photos and give a comment!!! ^^ hahas!!

byes!!! ii loovvve u alll!!!!!

HAISH

2008-07-19T12:34:00.000+08:00

haish.... competition tmr...... damn..... i m not ready..... and i m bored!!! doing hws!!!! looking forward to explorers and connectors week!!! whoohooo!!!!! hmm....chatting with frens nowadays and uncovered alot of secrets!!!! ^^ hahas.... gossips too!!! with Vivan, esther and marion and Isa..... lol.... this is random....
hmmm.... haha.... can make fun of VIVAN liao!!!! whoohoo!!!! me, shi jing and vivan were singing during CID yesterday!!! it was damn fun luhh!!! hahah!!!! it was damn fun luhh!!! [i forgot to mention it yesterday!!! and shi jing is desperate for the pizza thingy-.-.... lalala! i said nothing!!! ^^ i m really looking forward to the camp!!! as yee jia described it as veh FUN!!! whoohoo!!!!lol! i m real random today!!! hmmm....i m looking forward to the competition too!!! hahah!!!!! hope will be an unforgetable experience! ooo shyt!! i forgot the time!!!!! i think i lost the paper too!!!! damn.... nvm..... bad mood now!! damn... shall end here!

jiayous <(*(oo)*)> rahhhhh!!!!

hahs

2008-07-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

hahs today quite fun too!!! we played eraser fight for a while only see>>> jozhi is using the book to protect himself!!!

he tried to attack back but failed and i manage to shoot his face!!!! haha he looks like a vietnam woman?! soo CUTE!!! XD

haha we manage to get some stuck on his head without him realising. ^^ our aiming is real good right? XD hahs. i manage to get a few shots.... CY and i were there laughing lkike mad!!! hohos!!!

haha soo cute right???? hah i noe..... cause it is like miie!!! i m a piggy!!! hooho -.-
hmm....

hah.... given to miie and vivan by xiu yun!!! our peer support leader!!! so cute right??? vivan got a bear; i got a pig!!! whoohoo!!! and both of us like it !!!1 thanks xiu yun very muchies!!!!! we love it!! <33

so adorable!!! i cant help taking pics of it!!! ^^woohoo!!! it is such a fun day today!!!

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hmm... we have got the math NSW today!! the questions were quite difficult and ambiguous.... i cant help panicking!!! hmmm... after that was cca..... play with noob popiah.. realise that she has improved alot!!! whoohoo!!! cheers for her!!!! today is yee jia de birthday too!!! and she changed her spec!!! lol!!! she told miie many funny incident today!!! something is wrong with my phone today -.-... it was okay later... luckily... hmm i shall end here!!!!

byes and takes cares!!! for those who read this post... please leave a tagg!!!! ^.^

fine day...

2008-07-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

hmm... today was quite fun actually =P.... we had a fight!!! ;O haha joking!!! an eraser fight!! me and ching yee started the throwing of erasers for fun!! we were laughing all the way!!!! we started playing as it was LANG ARTS!!! gosh!! hahas.... then Jozhi was bullied by us!!!! later, liu han and mingfang and xue li and vivan was involved too!!!! ZOMG!!! how horrifying!!! but xue li got pissed and vivan!!! so we decided not to involve them!!! den , me jozhi and chingyee continue playing for almost the rest of the day!!! and chingyee took my YOUTH daY sticker and cut cut cut and start pasting on peeps!!!! it was childish!!!! and PE was tiring!!! ZOMG!!! CONDITIONING!!! CRAP!!! hmmm... and i was smsing too? lol. hmm.... and we went home with wen xin, jiaying, woon min, vivan, isa and weining! plus miie of course!!!! wen xin is listening to music!!! being a loner!! XD and woon min was resting!!! jiaying reading her book!! and vivan and isa was GOSSIPING!!! ZOMG!!! haha!!! i was talking with weining at first!! but as it was bored, i began to be absorb in VIVAN and ISA's gossipings!!! HOHOHOHO!!! it was fun!! and i met su hui at the mrt station!!! she went home with me and vivan scolded me a meanie or baddie!!! for not accompanying them for awhile longer!!! XD and i have a little chat with su hui and went home!!! o.o!!! SPCA came to our sch today!!! there was a cute kitten for us to touch!! but as peeps were crowding there and the sec 3's were waiting for us to clear off before they can come in, VIVAN NG dragged me along!!! and i was like T.T the kitten!!! hmmm..... and we watched videos..... and thats all!!!
byes and loves from miee!!!! for those who read my bloggy!!!! XD

sian!!....

2008-05-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

well.... today is a very very sianz day.... hmm... chionging geog proposal....hmmm... restless... yesterdae went to mediacorp to SUPPORT my dear jie; yeejia =D.... lol.... it was fun though. i hab lots of fun! ;D hmm.... hab fun with a girl from monkey sch; wearing a monkey tee-shirt! hohoho!guess who is that! it was jiayi! lol! yesterdae was overwhelming though!

HEYs!!

2008-05-20T11:50:00.000+08:00

hahah!! blogging in sch!!! vivan is pissed by me!! hahahs!!! but i am happy!! whoohooo!!!!!! i

made vivan pissed!!! hahah shall blog further at home then.... byes!!!! oh yea!!! VIVAN CUT

HER HAIR!!! hahahah so funny nia hohohs!!!!

instructions:remove 1 question and add ur personal question, then tag 8 ppl on you list , then list them at the end of the post. notify them by tagging at their tagboard.
Kayys, LETS GET STARTED !!!

1. do u lyk ur present sch?YESH!!! DEFINATELY!!! WHOOHOO!!! rvhs RULES!!!

2.What do u want most now?Happiness!!! BE HAPPY FOREVER IS THE BEST THINGS TO DO IN THE WORLD!!! haha.

3.which colour do u lyk the most?PINK! I simply fall in love with it man!!!

4.do u hate ur fren sometimes? ehh..... okay luhh!!! i love all of them most of the times! haha! i dun really hate my fren ;D I treasure each and every one of my frendship!! ;D

5.do u believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? yes! just like seeing hope after disappointment.

6.what's ur goal this yr? my results!! definitely!!! hope it will improve!! and getting better and better!!!

7.do u believe in eternity love?never!!! human will all die one day right?! so there is no eternity love... D;

8.have u ever broken someones heart so much that he/she wanted to commit suicide?no!!! never!! ahah i am a kind soul ;D!!! [furthermore who will be heart broken for me? i am not worthy to broke someone's heart D;]

9.what do u enjoy doing the most?hmm.... not sure; why not say that i enjoy doing everything that i am doing? haha. i will devote my heart in everythingys i do ;D

10.what feelings do u hate most now? ehh..... EMO? DESPO? not sure....

11.do u cherish every single friendship of yours?definitely!! i cherish every single fren i hab!!! ;D

12.who would u probably spend the rest of ur life wif? anybody who can go along well wif me. esp my frens!!! haha!!! whoohooO!! i love my frens!!

13.what do u think is the most important thing in ur life? FRENS!!!lol!!! in fact everyone who is around me!!! seriously!!!

14.do u find life meaningless?no!!!! i am a positive person!!! ;D

15.who do u love most?MYSELF?! ahah my frens?!

16.who do talk to most in sch?my frens!!! hahah i will go here and there once i saw one of them ;D

17.what do u love most?ehh.... dunno.... i love everythingys!!! haha!!

18.what qualities do u look for in ur frens?not backstabber most imp!!! i hate them!!! and hypocrites!! and those who have the same interest and can get along well with me!!! and..... those who love me!!! ahahah ;D agree???

those saboed~ lucky 8

*vivan;D
*marion;D
*shi jing;D
*kah leong;D
*si yin;D
*liu han;D
*xiu mei;D
*rina;D

sun burnt!!!

2008-05-18T19:19:00.000+08:00

aahh!!! i got sun burnt!!!! it was damn scorchy luhhh!!! the sun damn strong!!! keep NG NG

and retaking!! cannot hid behind choon hian what!!! so no choice!!! ahh!!! hah got free milk

for us and peepos keep taking!!! i heard that choonhian drank 3 or 4 and shu ying too!!! so

greedy nia!! i will sure vomit lo!!! ahha this is the continued version of yesterday!!! hmm....

mondae no sch!!! so sad!! dunno have cca anot.... hmmmm..... sian doing hw!!! haha!! i quite

love sch!!! looking forward!!! why peepos keep calling me noob?! TT i dun understand!!!

bleh!!! but nvm!! i dun mind ;D haha! get use to it can liao!! shall end here!! byes!!

HEY everyone!!!!

2008-05-18T10:00:00.000+08:00

remember to watch our episode of the records challenge on 24th june!!!! remember!!!!!! it is

the coolest one ever!!!!! stay tuned!!!! see how we suffered under the sun!!! and how we put in our best!!!!

whoohoo!!!! please watch it!!!! ;D

SAD THINGYS HAPPENED D:

2008-05-17T18:08:00.000+08:00

you believe it?! damn...... if we are bananas; what are they?! sausages? lol....

however we did a great job!!! we are always better than them in

teamwork!!!!! we rule!!! haha!!! haah... choon hian din get tho splash water over

my head today!!!! haha! and i din get to slapped him though-.-.... kah leong told me to! ^^

and he even ask choon hian to splash water on my head!!! >:(

lalala..... i am damn pissed over alot of thingys!!! hmpf!!! shall not talk

about it!!! bleh!!! it makes me angrier!!!!! damn!!! i am damn sad too!!!! damn!! lol.... shall end

here!!! we did a GREAT job!!! whoohoo!! three cheers for RVIANS!!! we din get

to sing the whole THE FLAME hmpf!!!! i enjoyed it!!! whoohooo!! haha!!! shall end

here!! byes!!!! whoo hoo!! remember to watch the records challenge!!!

Results!!! D=

2008-05-16T17:07:00.000+08:00

whoohoo!!!! finally exams over! got alot of thingys to post.... hmmm... where should i start? hmm....

okay...... firstl[ i love mr chia] hahah cause he rules!!!! he pulled my grades up!!! whoohooo!!! i love

him!! hmm.... secondly..... ehh.... gosh!!! i stml!!! forgot what i wanna say!!! yah!!!! the world

records thingy!!!! whoohooo!!! cheers!*....lalala.... hmm.... quite fun !!!! =D shall not talk abt it!!!!

TOO many thingys to talk on!!!! i have got alot of secrets now!!! =D just noe it today!!!=D

pleasant and unpleasant ones!!!! lol.shalll not talk abt it too!!! cause it is a secret!!! haha.... good luck

for water passing!!! may the guy who is standing beside me[choonhian] please be careful! mee too;

jiayous!!!!! hmm... i shall add on; my grades went down a little though-.- haish....

got A2 for eng; [ 1 more mark to A1]

A1 for HMT;

A2 for math D=[ 1 more mark to A1]

A1 for history![ once again; i love mr chia!!!]

B3 for geog[ damn; 1 more mark A2]

A1 for science; GPA: 3.66~3.7?! dunnoo!!! i love mr chia however! =D pulling my grades up

hmm.... if i am not wrong...... hope it was all true!!! damn.... I hated the R&W ass;

damn........ i flunked it totally!!!!!! got C5!!! got i have got no idea what it was!!!!!

last few in class..... tsk tsk.... damn it!!! hmmmm.. shall end here!!!! byess!!! =D

jiayous for water passing again!!!! whoohoo!!!! [choon hian; pls be more careful!!

^^ lol kah leong ask me to slap u!!!! so AIM well!!!! ^^]

starting of mid year!

2008-05-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

sian.... starting of exam liao.... wasnt quite difficult in fact..... lol.... still okays..... hmmm.... hab been

slacking all the way..... lol...nothing to post though..... for the sake of VAN THE MAN hahah!!

i wonder what was her response when she sees this post?! lol... get red in the face? like a tomato?! o.O

that will be interesting^^.... lol... hmmm.... went to eat today with two NOOBS! [noob brrread{yee jia!}

and noob prata{xiao dan}]^^ hahah..... saw Evelyn and Fang ying!!!! gosh!!! and shandy and her

frens!!! o.O.... shandy went away with her frens though.... Fang ying and evelyn was alone!!! o.O

den they eat!! and chatted with me for a while! It was a fun chat though!! i enjoyed it!!

After that we[noob brrread{yee jia!} and noob prata{xiao dan}]^^ went wondering for a while to relief

exam stress! lol.... after that we went home!!!! slacking all the way!!!den chatting with van van and

winkit{slacking too}{both of them!!} lol.... i am random! and the others!!! shall end here!!! byes!!!

mid year!!!

2008-04-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

mid year coming!!!!! ahhh jiayous everyone^^..... hahah..... btw thanx (si yin~si

yean~dexter/lianchi/zavier~kheng hong~mingyi) for the memorable birthdaee!!!

sian many of my frens giving me presents after RVIP!!!! or rather belatedly....lol...

tmr need to bring egg!!!!(dan dan) hahaha for the rocket project.... hope our egg

our egg dun break.... ahhaha.... sian ..... shal end here...byes...

what a day

2008-04-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

today sth good and bad happen.... and i shll keep it to myself.... what a day.. i must say... is this a

retribution??? i really dun understand...my mind is in whirl now..... in a mixture of confusion......

haish.... mid year and napfa coming...jiayous!!!! i guess all i have to do now is to loosen my grip

and just let it go.... it is not within my control anymore...... just let go!!!!! i will feel much much

happier!!! dun think abt it anymore....it will just make me feel...... sad....miserable.....okay.... i

shall try to let it go...... nothing much can be done to make it better now..... i shall keep this all to

myself.... shall occupy myself with abundance other thots to keep 'it' away ..... hope everything is

getting better..... shall end here.... btw.... happy birthday!!! vanvan!!!!

a blue post

2008-04-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

haish.... today... because of someone..... or rather a group of pupils.... we had to write a summary of 500 words!!!!! crap.... sian.... bad things are happening to me all in a row..... it overwhelms me completely..... i am quite moody now.....-.-.... due to some reasons..... or rather..... hais.... dun wanna mention it........ feeling damn sad, blue, uncomfortable within..... feeling moody... dun wanna talk....

shall end here....
byes....

IU day!!!!!!

2008-04-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

today is IU day!!!!!!!!!!! hahah -.-... i am in the ambassador!!!! nothing to do

though.... but i helped out in offering the foods!! hahah!!! the sec 2s keep taking lo....

hahah.... but as long as they got vote can liao!!! hahah we got quite many votes!!!

109!!!!! whoots!! we rule!! but only 50% lo.... in the end we never won.... -.-.... i was

quite disappointed luhhh.... but it is okay!!!! we still rule by the votes!! haha!! the

ambassador rules too!!! whoots!!! hahah.... although we never won!! but they really

did a great job!!! whoots!!! ahaha!!!! and the damn bad news is!!! i have got a sore

throat!! or rather... a cold...-.- damn sad luhh... -.-... aaahhh!!!!! sian.....

lastly.... in conclusion.... i wanna thx the sec 2s for their votes!!! thxs euu all!! love

ya!!!!! although they took many nachos....-.-.... hmpf....

1L!!!! we rule!! whoots!!!! jiayous for the upcoming projects!!!!! we rule!!!! i am

damn proud!!!!

okies.. shall end here!!! ;D byes!!!

today

2008-04-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

elllo.... long time no post... hahahh todae wanxuan represent our class for a

speech thingy!!!! cheers!!!!! ahahahah!!! although i hab cheered then.... let me

cheer again:D

three cheers for wan xuan!!! *clap clap clap-clap-clap*

three cheers for wan xuan!!! *clap clap clap-clap-clap*

three cheers for wan xuan!!! *clap clap clap-clap-clap clap clap clap clap

clap-clap* ;D

WHOOTS!!!!!!!

HAHAH... our whoots is the loudest though.... :D wan xuan also teach me a

song that she hab changed :X she said that she sang it whenever she is

writitng her script.... the song is a secret!!! cannot tell u.... but it is funny:D

shall end here:D

still got hws to rush T.T

bye bye!

2008-03-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged & list their names. No tag backs!

My 10 weird things

`1] I love to hold people hands when they are beside me; a girl's one of course(wan xuan, vivan usu) ;D

`2] I will side track when I am walking; i tend to push people to their side when i am walking beside them;D those who hab waljked beside me before will like TOTALLY AGREE with me when they see this; esp yee jia

`3] I will forget what i wanna say to people as I am talking to them as my mind will take me somewhere else sometimes;D

`4] I will sing with my singmates (vivan, ching yee, liu han) when the lesson gets bored-.-

`5] I tend to change the theme of my phone often; almost everyday =x you can ask vivan if u want ;D

`6] My mind will go completely blank and drift of somewhere when i was playing scrabbie ;D

`7] I rarely cry when I watch some sadd shows . ;D some people refer me as cold blooded-.-

`8] I dun bite my nails!!!!never ever!!! while people usu does ;D

`9] Sometimes I tend to look blankly into peoples faces ;D

`10] I hate her

This are all my my weird weird habits ;D

Thee chosen six are:
#siyin
#Rina
#Zavier
#Zhong ming
#Ching yee
#Esther

hello

2008-03-22T11:23:00.000+08:00

basically, i am just bored..... aah my html project i had forgotten to hand in!!!!!! forgotten.... shucks.... sorwiie ; wan xuan and woon min.... i dun mean it anyway.... i dun quite noe how to zip it up..... completely forgotten about it lo....-.-...
just now just handed in... thank shi jing very much... luckily she reminded mee..... thanks alot:D love euu!!! hahah.... i wondered what would have happen if she did not remind me.... still feel very sorry to wan xuan and woon min... sorwiie.....
sian.... stay at home doing hw...... waiting for vivan to confirm the time with me......
THE WHOLE WORLD IS WAITING FOR EUU:D hahah.... it creeps she said...
all i can say is sian..sian...sian...-.-.... ooh ya.... still haven do the thingy that vivan sabo-ed me to do lo...... that meanie.......:D btw... sorwiie... i change my blogskin le... cause i heard from many people that they cant see.... it was all BLACK..... and there was nothing within.....hahah..... sorwiie.... i sure owe alot of people apologies eh?? ahaha..... hope i can go out some day this weekend with si yin and si yean eh..... it was like s long never see them lerhs..... i miss them!! ahhah hmm.... maybe will go swim with them lo..........
shall end here!!!!! love you all lots!!!

Is this a holiday?

2008-03-12T14:35:00.000+08:00

is this a holiday???? *screams* projects-hws-projects-hws... aaahhhhh....
hmm.... got sabo-ed by vanvan...:D sian..... dun worry... i will do tmr....
hmmm.... shi jing and kah leong was chosen as the chair! feel happy for them... hahahah.... they are sure good people..... -SMILES-
sian.... need to go do hw liao....

changing seats

2008-03-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

hmm..... today ms zeng changes our seats..... i am still at the same old comfortable place...... we had to vote for the chairs again...... yah.yah. hmmmm.... i wannna be a chair!!!!! hmpf...hmpf... *cries* how sad..... i think many people voted forshi jing and kah leong my dream was crushed! hmmm.... had to wait for thursday or wednesday to know he results..... sad....

crossed my fingers and pray hard......

I've fail....i know

2008-03-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

toady we went for the last session of peer tuitoring!!! aahahah.... shi jing buddy is lucky to have her as a tuotor... yah.yah. i am a lousy one i accepted it.... what else can i say???? i failed as a tuitor!!! but i know that i had tried my very best.... put in my best effort to teach..... it is her atitude that sucks!!!!!!!!! the problem not with me.... what's with me lately.... i dun noe.... i am a FREAK i can become a strange strange person sometimes..... shall end it here...

hm..... today i saw Zhang yu.... hahah... i met him 2 times... out side the staff room and at the canteen..... hahahah..... hmmm.....he is a really nice fren except that he is really a ponner... hmmm.... he is nice... hahah.... i remember the first time we talk during the orientation... so funny... hmmm... shall not talk abt it.... it is damn embarrassing.... hahah he is going to cca tmr!!! hmm.... shall end here...

project work.... i regreted not bringing a sweater...

2008-03-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

today went to JE library to do project work... saw liu han, xiu mei, rina, wan xuan there at first.... they are doing the science project.... vivan came along later.... and xiu mei went home later.... liu han and the others stayed..... but she is not from our group.... she just tagged along??? and help us of course.... hahah...
WOW... we saw alot of RV-ians there.... rina and liu han saw their frens.... we saw people wearing RV uniform... LOL... only one... in fact.... others we just knew they are from RV.... i should say that we saw people we knew.... and wan xuan told us that she saw kathleen's sister?? LOL... i saw Yu hong??? from mindsports club...he was with his frens??? he was looking at me and i looked at him and I waved to him... hahah... btw... we were sitting on the stage!!!! hahah... we were in the lime light....
we stayed there for hours!!!! it is freezing there.....
I think we had spent most of our time eating... hahahah... buy and eat and buy and eat... vivan wan xuan liu han and rina.... eat and eat and eat.... hahah.... we draw lots for the mexico thing... hahahh so funny..... i think joanne and wenxin kana... hahahah.... so lucky me....i was praying really hard when they are drawing the lots..... the gods answered my prayers.... it was such a tiring day..... our game was not like a game... lol..... i know it has no logic... but i am stating the fact.... nvm.... at least we had put our time and effort into it.... tiring.....

2008-02-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

hiies!!!!! communicating problems...... signal low...... tooo many projects!!!
hates: projects....projects.....projects.... wish that i could go on riot..... hahahah
hmpf..... need to meet up tmr for the projects......btw.... just to inform you all, ALL of your that i flunked all my tests..... BAD BAD BAD..... dangers lurking round the
year...impending danger.... aaahhhh.... mental breakdown.... buried under the
mountains of hws....L change the world... hahaha.... having fun saboing yee jia....
a big bumble bee flew into class 2C today while we were playing scrabble
and what really bothers me is that I got only one wrong for the 2-letter wordlists!!!
just one wrong!!!!! and i had to test again... yah. yah. evelyn got it all correct, aahh!!!

Projects!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-29T20:25:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhh... i hate projects................... why cant it be indivisual work?????? sian....... need to rush!!!!!!!!!!!aaaahhhhhh present of monday!!!! alot of projects to do leh!!!!!!! i hate life.... hahah... kiddin.... oso need to bring newspaper..... CID project(wan xuan, vivan, joanne, rina) science project(vivan, marion) ^o^ hahahah.... wu liao.....

STRESSED OUT!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-16T20:07:00.001+08:00

hiies... my beloved..... projects projects projects..... sian... i hate them!!! hahah........thnx my frens.....
shi jing for giving mee a huggy!!!!! fatty liu han for treating me water.... lols... vivan eating her lunch..... mario beside her...vivan consoling me as she eat with food in her mouth... den ask me go accompany her to return the plate... yah ur consoled me......MORE HUGGS NEEDED... yah
thnx my dears( cong cong, benjamin, vivian, mario, shi jing liu han) consoling me.... hahahha... asking me to go appeal to nanhua... yah..... thnx very much for alll of your support.... su hui... JIA YOU!!!! support ya!!!!

-more huggs needed!!!! thnx love ya!!!!
- all of the above are from the very bottom of my heart....

2008-02-12T16:37:00.000+08:00

sian.......haix.....that vivan asked me to update so i update los....hahahhah.... she like to sleep and eat...hahahah.... everytime she will either say " i am so tired!! i wanna sleep!!" or "i am so hungry!!! i wanna eat!!!" or "soo hot!!!" when the weather is sultry... hahahah nothing to write... got alot of projects nowadays and i hate it.... I HATE PROJECTS !!!!!!!! AAAHHH gonna burst soon!!!!!!!

2008-01-12T19:11:00.000+08:00

OHH Gosh!!! the trip home from rv was like soo long!!!! the bus was like crawling along the road!!! lalala... haha. lol...
the bus-stop was filled with angels in white pinafore!!!! hahah. i am in heavan!!!! it was damn crowded los... lalalalala... crapsssssss!!!!!....... dorts............

School life

2008-01-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

last few daes orientation... haix... tired out!! but fun :) hahax cheer until no more voice.... going through all the cca trails... dunno which one to choose .... dunno
lalala... remmber... is they choose you, not you choose them....

haix haix... lessons starting sooon... i dun want!!! yaya... everybody oso dun want de mahs... must be serious serious liao.... dun play play hor =) haha. lol.

2007-12-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hi..! I am back HAHA..!!

nowadays.... quite busy during holiday... haha...yesterday just watched "the golden compass"... hmm... quite exciting.....

after the movie...about 6.55pm bah.... we went to Kiddy Palace! and we took photos over there... hahas...

went to dinner at Jp Kopitiam... is SO.....CROWDED!!! after that suppose to go home... but... mummy want us to collect medicine for heng heng :D...to grandma house.... in the end heng heng left....!!! hmm....

during the journey... we took bus 99 to there... the lame lame lianchi keeps joking loudly like crazy and i ignore him.. lata other ppl think i am oso insane like him... birds of a feather flocks together...:D...hahas...

and i stay over night at grandma house.... hmm....:D and play with yee jia :D... heng heng's big big sis... okay la,.. quite fun... hahas :D

best regards to all my fwends =)

School

2007-11-26T13:50:00.000+08:00

posted the sec1 school choice. hope can get into my first choice... never opt for any foreign language... dunno whether if it is a wise decision. hope so... cause i scared too busy. cannot cope. =)
hope everyone of 6E'07 will come back during new year... as it was our last chance to visit our teachers *wails*...

MUST COME BACK OE!!! 6E!!! =)

hiya!

2007-11-17T13:43:00.000+08:00

one more day nearer to end of year... *cries*ybe next year we
i just can't bear to leave you all... 6E!!!
next year we oso dunno whether all of us will come back to XNPS as some of our beloved teachers are going!!!
BE SURE TO COME BACK!!!
or else...... hehehe... i will not forgive you de... hahaha... lol :)

so sad... leaving you all..

2007-11-16T21:35:00.001+08:00

SO SAD... leaving xnps soon, and you all of coz...
will miss ya de, dun worry... i will remember you all forever...
i noe your will mis me de rite? haha

hope we all will keep in touch.. :D

so we all be happie at the party okie?

hope we all go to our dream school!!

hiya! long time no post :)

2007-11-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

long time no post le... :) haha.lol. all the time very busy playing.
today go swimming...
go burn calories :D

every week i decided go exercise le... yesterday we go ride bike... haha.lol.

hiya, u all

2007-10-24T08:52:00.000+08:00

hehe... first time bloging in school =) lol.
hehehe... shut down comp in 4 minutes time

byebye, muacks to all

love your 4 eva!

hiya, my loved ones =D

2007-10-18T18:48:00.000+08:00

yeah! looking forward to tomorrow =D
tomorrow go toschool to buy P1 books... buy for my cousin de =D
need to help to carry... so ke lian hor... but I am always so KIND de...
whoever need help i will help them if they approach me......hahas
believe it is going to be a backbreaking work to do...
but nvm...can burn CALORIES hahas.lol.
hais...how time flies... soon we are going to graduate to sec 1...
i will miss 6e terribly!!!
byes,
my beloved ones =D

the most tiring day EVER

2007-10-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

today haix,so tiring......
walk and walk and walk...
i guess i hate ~~WALKING~~ now
we first arrive at Raffles city then go suntec then hours lata...
we go Scotts road haha... wad an adventure =D
tomorrow we still got go teacher's house then two days go to school to teaach P4...
Haix...haix

signing off,
me

my first pos=))

2007-08-26T14:28:00.000+08:00

hi ya! =))
this is my new blog....
where I always express my personal feelings.

Do drop by when you are free, and most importantly, RMB TO TAG ME!